Draga mea

        Iti scriu acum. Poate prea devreme, poate prea tarziu. Lumea noastra e nebuna! Iar noi, ne iubim incet intr-un secret interzis. Fara nume, fara vis. Nu stim ce vrem in lumea asta. Suntem tineri. Suntem niste copii in corpurile astea care imbatranesc, zi de zi. Devenim oameni. Devenim visele copilariei noastre sau cosmarurile ei? Cine stie?

        Ne indreptam cu pasi repezi catre lumea rea, plina de ura si vise neimplinite. Pentru o zi macar, as vrea sa tin timpu-n loc. Totul sa inghete iar noi, draga mea, sa avem o lume doar a noastra. Sa fugim de privirile oamenilor chiar prin fata lor. Vreau sa traim. Vreau sa iubim. Vreau sa simtim cum nu reusim sa imbatranim macar pentru o zi. Vreau sa pacalim timpul. Vreau sa evadam in lumea noastra inocenta...

How much?

How much hate you need to love,
How much pain to feel
How much we need to lie for truth,
How much do I even care about you?

Left over an ocean of tears
Without a tinge of happiness,
A perfect place to be restless,
A place to be able to be careless.

And it's almost like your heaven
It's trying to break me down
To my glorious sins
To my faithful believes

But ,Be careful with my dreams
Take care of my sins
Never trust my words
Be aware of my worlds

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Sa-mi stai acum la piept,
Răsuflarea ti-o aștept
Un sarut pe frunte-ti dau
Si toata durere ti-o iau.

Opreste-te, din fuga-n goană
Caci iubirea nu-i un gand,
Amintit intr-o doară
Sa ma iubești ca nicicând.

Dragoste-ti dau oricând
Nu vreau sa te văd plecând,
Si ma roade neîncetat
Cum te iubesc necondiționat?

Another step into my world

An empty heart searching for a soul
An empty mind looking for a thought
deserted place for human being
Nevertheless lost into pieces

An empty sheet in front of me
An empty fortress beside me
Life`s so simple yet so hard
Simple thought that stops my heart

Restless I`m fading away
Pointless I`m losing my way
Fearless I`m chasing away
My weakness but I don`t obey

Forced to take a side
Begged to stop my mid
I chose a place where I can be
I chose a place for you and me  

The enemy inside

Deaf I look around
Blind I hear the sound
Innocence is killing my demons
Madness protecting my loneliness

I left behind everything that I loved
I left behind everything that I owned
I left behind everything I had
Now I'm taking a step outside

Problems facing out the misery
Forcing out the mystery
Slowly killing out my madness
Covered up in loneliness

Life I had
Life I've known
Lost forever in a hole

Imaginative exercise

     Does anyone know how to imagine what they want? The answer from you will probably be ''yeah of course'' but think about it it is really what you want what did you really feel in that moment? Now I might get some ''no''as answer. Let's take our imagination and see what we can do with it.
     What we imagine? Some dreams or maybe you imagine yourself being on a beach drinking beer and listing some good music or just have a little nice chat with yourself. Well is it because we  want those images in our minds or we need them? What are you guys thinking?

Reborn

  Hello people.... m-am gandit sa reinvii acest blog nu de alta dar imi era dor de el :)

                         Prisoner Of Madness
                                                        


I am alone? Hello...nothing i think that it`s just my imagination. Haaa !!! What was that? Who are you? Who am I ? It`s just me? .... I don`t think that I`m alone here .....Who are you? Show yourself!!! ....Where  am I ?..Why is everything black?
                ‘You are safe for now !’
                ‘Who is talking?!!’
                ‘Whatttt you can`t recognize your own mind?
                ‘What is happening ? Help!!!’
                ‘You are afraid of your own mind ? You feel it, don`t you? You feel the desire to talk to someone, don`t you? Let me explain to you. I am you and you are me’.
                ‘What is that suppose to mean? Where are you?! Show yourself!!’
                ‘Ohhh poor you. I am in your mind .I am what you created, all your fears and all your dreams , your deepest secrets . Let`s face it, you knew that I was there, but because you were too scared to face it, you hid me and pretended that I don`t exist’.
I am that part of you that told you to kill your parents. Remember? Or when you “accidentally” pushed that poor girl from that bridge. Remember all of that? Of course you don`t, because you weren`t there, it was me! Yee it was me all this time. but of course you didn`t know that.
                ‘No!!! No , No,No!!!!! It can`t be, it can`t be me ! You lie!! All you said is a lie! I saw that girl, how she jumped over that bridge and I called for help .And my parents died because a fire started, because they left a candle burning ! I know it!!
                ‘Ye, well I`m gonna tell you a little story about how your parents died’.
                ‘Shut up!!!!!’
                ‘Ohh poor boy ....Now, shut up and listen to me! Let`s go back into past and see what really happened in that night with your parents. Your father beat you because you left again your toys all over the place and then in the middle of the night, somebody went into their room and took a candle and threw it in bed! Remember?’
                ‘No!! You lie!’
                ‘Oh let’s be serious, how could I lie? I am your mind. I just showed flashes of your memory’
                ‘It can`t be!’
                ‘Shut up! Gosh, you’re so annoying, no wonder that your wife left you , honestly . Now I am gonna show you the part with that girl. She was walking on that side of the bridge, and then she climbed on the edge ...Don`t know why, dude, but she did it...and then you just ran over there and you pushed her. Just like that. Oh God, I`ve laughed so badly when the police came and you said that you tried to save here but she jumped . Oh that was fun.’
                ‘You lie! Everything you said is a lie! ‘
                ‘Well if everything was a lie, then execution isn`t . Too bad the police came in that place when I were about to kill that third girl in the museum. Now, you will die in this electric chair. Well, I suppose that I will die too but, never mind at least, I take one more life with me.  See you later!